i want to leave house.
find a place to stay.


baby please come back soon ):

2001-2006

is the period where i cooped at home, no internet. only tv. friends were all out to town and partied. i have to be FUCKING home to fetch my FUCKING SISTER. NO MONEY. NO CLOTHES. NO NOTHING. EVERYDAY at 5 i have to be at the stupid mother fuck childcare to fetch my bloody sis.

2010 -2012

i'd make sure everything pays.


noone truly understands me.

who understands the pain where you cant join your friends to town to anywhere when you have timing to meet.even after you rushed home after 5 you DONT HAVE SOMETHING TO WEAR FOR THAT FUCKING BLOODY EVENT AND PEOPLE SAY U LOOK LIKE AH PEK.
YOU ONLY HAD SLIPPERS. NOT A SINGLE DECENT SHOE.
YOU STAYED AT HOME NO CONFIDENCE TO COME OUT.
YOU JUST STAYED AT HOME THINKING OF HOW MUCH FUN YOUR FRIENDS HAD.
YOU DO NOT HAVE A DECENT OUTFIT.
HOURS AND HOURS OF THINKING WHETHER TO GO OUT ANOT.

NO MONEY.
NO NOTHING.

I HAD ENOUGH.
I HAD TONS OF CLOTHES MORE THAN ENOUGH TO LAST SO MANY YEARS.
BUT THIS IS NOT ENOUGH.
IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH. WHY DONT THEY BE HERE EARLIER?
WHY?